Tuesday, September 8, 2015

School has started!

Assalamualaikum dan Salam Satu Malaysia all of you!^^

Semangat naa. I actually have been delayed two of my post. Really sorry. Gomen ne. Because I don't find time to update since school has started. Cehh! Alasannnn!
Sebenarnya nak share pasal dua benda:
1st: is about my sewing project!^^ who's excited? I am so addicted to sew maxi skirts these days.
2nd: is about my online socks shopping! Is it weird? haha

tapi.. kalau share lain kali boleh?_ミ(^ー^)ノ 
Tapi sorry sebab harini takde gambar nak share kikiki

Jadi, harini kita nak cerita pasal schools!^^ Well, I am a mechanical engineering students in UTHM, Johor. Not to be proud, because I seriously lack a lot of things if compared to other friends. I'm quite good at studying cehhh tapi kalau praktikal agak fail. But who cares everyone has their own weakness. So am I.

Nak cerita apa jek sebenarnya haha. Oh yes, dah tiga hari start sekolah alhamdulillah setakat ni dapat cikgu best best!^^ And cikgu Thermo II kita dengan Dr Mas Fawzi!! yeahhh! Guess why I'm so excited. Sebab dah lama sangat ayah tanya kenal tak cikgu Mas Fawzi dari dulu ayah asyik tanya serius// sebab tu kawan ayah masa kerja kat Sharp Roxy(^▽^*)

So, second day of class dah melukis macam tadika tapi best!^^ cikgu suruh lukis hobi kita atas satu kertas. Dah siap melukis semua cikgu panggil sorang-sorang. I'm so hoping that cikgu kenal nama ayah tapi cikgu macam tak perasan je takpelah. Tapi ada sekali Dr nak sambung belajar after sesi suai kenal tapi kita tergelak kuat serius malu. I really need to control myself from laugh out loud. Dah banyak kali memalukan diri sendiri. Even depan pak cik jual ABC pun.

Okay bye. Wish me and friends all the best for this semester. Dah jadi student tahun tiga dah kami(◕ω◕)/

Hwaiting hwaiting!^^

Wednesday, September 2, 2015

My Shining Star♥

Hi there^^ 


Who's my shining star? Guess who.. 
Let me tell you, it's ZE:A, my shining star. Today, I just feel like to talk about ZE:A since I feel sad but happy at the same time. Yes, I'm not that good of a person, because I have this weird feeling towards kpop idol group called ZE:A. I know it's kind of bad but they're just too precious and I am so coward to leave them. But I'll try not to be too obsessed.


I started to know about ZE:A on January 2015 since I watched Misaeng. I actually first watched because of Kang Haneul because I freaking love his acting skills, it's superb.:) but then, I found out about Jang Gue Rae (I guess a lot of people who Jang Gue Rae is, right? Especially kdrama fans) whose known as Im Siwan^^ And I found out that Siwan is from idol group called ZE:A!

One of the scene from Misaeng drama as known as Incomplete Life

So, for those who really are not into Korean drama, I strongly recommend this drama to you guys because it's really worth watching it! Seriously talk. Because it shows hard work of a freshman in a large company, how life truly is. Give it a chance, okay?^^

So, back to my topic, and from there I started to know about ZE:A. ZE:A also known as Jegegui Ah-Ieduel which means Children of Empire consists of 9 members: 
Leader: Moon Junyoung
Vocal: Hwang Kwanghee(I bet a lot of people already know about Kwanghee^^)
Aussieboy/Lead vocalist: Kim Kevin
Vocal: Im Siwan
Rapper: Kim Taeheon
Rapper: Jung Heecheol
Main dancer/Vocal/Rapper: Ha Minwoo
Main vocal: Park Hyungsik
Main vocal/Maknae: Kim Dongjun

This is my shining star!

I don't really know the reason why ZE:A didn't stand out like any other idols, and I don't really understand why ZE:A haven't win their so-called first win on music show. Every member shines really bright in ZE:A'Style's heart but why are they not shining as bright as they shine in our heart? I am so mad just thinking about that. Try listening to ZE:A's Ghost of Wind, ZE:A's Breathe, ZE:A FIVE's The Day We Broke Up, ZE:A's Step By Step, ZE:A J's Roulette and Kimi no Soba ni(Love To You). These are my favorites song from ZE:A and try listening to it, it really a great song.

I don't really know what they've done to me, I mean like why I must have these feeling towards them. Why must I? Sometimes I feel mad, sometimes happy because of them, sometimes sad, and sometimes I even laughing like crazy because of them. And whenever I feel down or sad, they always make me smile again. 

And actually today, I want to talk about Ha Minwoo. Our very cutie pie Ha Minwoo. He's going to army this 15th of September. And I don't know why I feel so sad but happy for him^^ Ha Minwoo has grown up! He's a real man now. (Out of this news, my playlists keep playing sad song: ZE:A J's Love to You, Shim Hyunseong of Boyfriend's Only You, Kim Sunggyu of Infinite's Kontrol) I wish all the best for Ha Minwoo! We'll be missing you, Minwoo-yah. Take care there, stay healthy and safe, okay?^^ and promise us don't skip your meals again. We will be waiting for you Minwoo. Minwoo Minwoo hwaitng!

That is our cutie Minwoo that wearing a winter cap^^

For all this while, ZE:A is really my shining star.:)
Thank you for all the memories. I know they don't even know me but these feeling.. these feeling of mine just don't want to fade away..

As a fan, I will always wish the best for ZE:A
ZE:A ZE:A hwaiting!^^

That's all for today!^^ Saranghae:)

Saturday, August 29, 2015

Jom Jenjalan?

Assalamualaikum and yo what's up!

Jom harini ni kite berwhat'sup-what'sup sikit.xD
So today nak cerita semalam kita pi jenjalan dengan kawan sekolah, Mazlina!^^ Dah lama tak jenjapan sesama T__T Maz ajak dah lama dah tapi maz busy tu yang asyik tangguh because maz last sem sekarang ni jadi banyak kerja. Anyways, di kesempatan ni, nak cakap maz hwaiting hwaiting!!!

And finally kita dapat pun jenjalan sesama. Tak lain tak bukan kat BPMall-lah haha sebab kat Batu Pahat ni mana ada tempat lain pun. First time in my life guna lipstick and bedak compact semua sebab maz yang pakaikan^--^)// 

Lepastu, lepastu kita pergi tengok Inside Out!! yeahhhh!! Terbaik gilaaaaa serius, first time tengok cite kartun rasa nak nangis selalu gelak ke kalau sedih pun takde sampai tahap nak nangis tapi Inside Out best sangat sampai nak nangis, Frozen pun kalah. *thumbs up*

Then, pergi Sushi King!! First time ever pergi Sushi King rasa happy. I mean sebelum ni pernah pergi Sushi King dengan kawan lain tapi maybe sebab kita tak rapat dengan kawan tu so rasa awkward tapi pergi dengan maz best^^ so that nanti one day nak ajak Abang, Bucid, Unin, Aca dengan Muaz makan kat Sushi King sesama. Goal of the next ten years.xD

Part 1: Tadaaaaaa! Ice-cream vanilla plus iced-green tea^^ 

Vanilla ice-crem ni serius tak rasa macam aiskrim vanilla biasa sebab dia campur coklat lepastu serius sedap. Rasa macam nak order lagi T__T *See? diri sendiri dah langgar my so-called 21DaysChallenge* Lepastu sementara tunggu makanan sampai kita dengan maz tenung je meja bergerak tu OMG OMG because nak ambik sushi tu tapi takut nanti kenyang sangat haha. So, ingat nak makan dulu nasi cuka yang diorder tu baru kalau macam ada ruang lagi nak ambik sushi bergerak pulak hihuiii

Part 2: Our Japanese food, bento and apatah nama makanan kita tuu(the one yang dalam mangkuk tu isinya ayam goreng, bawahnya nasi plus sayur^^)

Okay, makanan ni serius sedap, alhamdulillah. Rasa macam kat Jepun ja tetiba sebab makan makanan macam ni.:) dan serius kenyang habisss *blurppppp* alhamdulillah. I'm so gonna ajak my brother and sister untuk makan kat sini^^*)//

Okay, that's all yo untuk entry kali ni, jaa ne!`^o^)//


Sunday, August 23, 2015

Because I Love You♥

Assalamualaikum and Hi lovelies^^
So today, I'll talk about ourselves! Cheeseee :)


My story begins like this.. cehhh. Tak actually a lot of girls nowadays feel down and lose confidence to walk and show themselves in front of other people, right? So am I. These days I keep feeling anxious, tak selesa, macam tak suka tengok diri sendiri macamtu haaa. Sebenarnya bukan these days tapi dah lama rasa macamtu since last semester of schools. So this week, I made my desicion! I want to change myself and be proud of myself, gain my confidence back so that I can look beautiful in my eyes^^  I mean, the most important things now is that me, myself will feel that I am beautiful(^▽^*)/ anyways, my English is kind of confusing and berbelit right. I'm sorry.



To be honest, before this I never felt that I'm fat or overweight or something like that because whenever I measure and calculate my BMI, it shows that I am normal. Tapi.. sampai satu hari friend of mine she keeps talking nonsense to me T_T I mean she loves to ask me, "Maryam, I am fat right?" or "Maryam, why my legs seems so big" and something like.. she'll pointing at someone and said, "I'm fat like her." and the fact that she's only 47kg really frustrates me. Yes, I am not skinny and I weigh 58kg so why. Is it even a sin? Since that day, I lose some of my confident and I sometimes hate to hang out with my friends. I sometimes crying in my room. Feels so lonely huh hahaha.xD but don't forget that you have Allah beauties.



And last week, I start working out and drink a lot of water *at least 8 glass a day* AND I AM NOW DOING MY 21DAYS + 14DAYS CHALLENGE!^^ Just want to share with all of you what my 21days and 14days challenge are.

My 21Days challenge:
-No Chips *It's really hard since this is my favorite T_T*
-No White Bread
-No Candies
-No Cakes *I'm not really into cakes so.. I'm happy!*
-No Donuts
-No Muffins
-No Fast Food
-No Ice Cream
-No Pastries


My 14Days challenge is doing 5 sets of 100 jumping jacks a day^^ every day for two weeks. And don't forget do some workout like cardio for 30mins, 5 or 6 times a week okay?(^ー^*)//



Yes, it is very really seriously hard at first but keep going. I am doing this not because I want to show my body to other people but I am doing this because I want to be confidence and be healthy!^^

Dan I'll try to update next month about this little things.:) Don't forget to say to yourself that "I Love You, Dear me" because every one of you are so special just the way you are. Last but really not least...


Keep on motivating yourself, okay?^^ Anyway, I am waiting for my sewing machine to be back home. It has been 4 days already please I miss you.:\ I want to sew a skirt for my younger sister!\(^^)//



Till then, annyeong!!


Wednesday, August 12, 2015

Salam Aidilfitri^^

Assalamualaikum and Hi everybody^^

Have you been missing me? it's been a while while while since I last update things here kkkk.
Am sorry for the waiting but anyways..
a very SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN~

I'm sorry sebab maybe it is quite late but you know even we're at the end of Syawal, I mean lagi tiga hari je nak habis bulan Syawal but here in Johor especially in Taman Universiti Pt Raja, still meriah jugak tau^^ believe me. Tadi baru je Cik Ton and her family (Cik Anis, Maimo, Dhini and Kaisa) bertandang ke rumah tau~`^^*))

Di kesempatan kali ni, *let's change from saya to kita because everyone may thinks it is weird but actually kat rumah dengan siblings abang adik semua kita bahasakan diri kita, kita.:)* kita nak minta maaf sebab kita pun insan biasa yang tidak lari dari salah silap. maafkan kita and my whole family member eh. dan halalkan makanan serta minuman lagi-lagi ilmu yang bermanfaat. Semoga Allah berkati dan sentiasa melindungi awak semua^^ Aminn ya Rabb.

Okei then because everyone of you tak lari dari share gambar raya, me and my sibling too!
Actually ni gambar time marhaban last week.:) Dari kiri yang bertudung merah is me, tengah-tengah is my youngest sister Aca and yang paling kanan yang lagi pandai bergaya dari kakak dia is my younger sister Munii. isn't we adorable? lol.xD

Okay, gambar yang ni memang macam tak bole bela sikit because kita baru nak belajar menggedik.xD Kboiiii everyone.

And I think that's all for today. I'll talk about a lot of my story soon^^ Thanks a lot for coming by. And.. and.. I got one quote (create sendiri je taopi..hihi). Wherever you go, wherever you are, whenever it is, believe in yourself and love yourself to the fullest because you're so precious everyone.:) Don't let anything or someone let you down. the most crucial thing is.. 
*BE BEAUTIFUL BECAUSE ALLAH HAS CREATED EVERY ONE OF YOU BEAUTIFULLY*

Okay, till then. jaa ne~`^^


Friday, October 10, 2014

This One Boy ~A friend of mine

Assalamualaikum lovelies!^^

Harini semangat sikit sebab sebab sebab taraaaaaaa nak cerita pasal seorang kawan yang baiklah jugak, tapi actually baru kawan dalam 2 tahun macam tu hihuu tapi rasa macam kawan baiklah for the first time in my life rasa alhamdulillah bertuah dapat kawan baik *boy* yang tak berapa baik sebenarnya instead of girlfriend.:) so, macam berbelit sikit but who cares hehe.

Nama kawan baik kita sorang ni, ada terasa nak kenal dengan dia tak haha tak handsome pun but baik hati plus bookworms. Sebelum bagitau nama cerita dululah.. Well, kawan baik kita suka gila membaca, tengok berita (ye kot?), ambil tahu pasal berita-berita luar and dalam negara, rajin, always fitlah. (Always fit actually sebab pernah cakap dia gemok then dia reply "Aku always small and fit kot." (╭ ̄3 ̄)╭♡ So macam perasan sikit lah kot walaupun tu kenyataan haha)

Oh, before nak sambung cerita, janganlah fikir yang pelik-pelik sebab kita anggap dia kawan je not more than that. And kita muda lagi so takyah nak serabutkan fikir sesuatu yang complicated ni. *peace:).

Kawan dengan budak kecik sorang ni dari Puncak Alam zaman asasi dulu-dulu. First week of class dah kecoh jom makan McD (masa tu belum start memboikot lagi) sama-sama weh jom!-budak laki cakap- (Sebab kelas engineering so major boys je dalam kelas perempuan selalu ditindas huhu *menangis) "Why?" "Sebab kitorang nak sambut birthday *tettt-nama dirahsiakan* sekali." "Jom ah, lepas solat Jumaat ni tunggu kat bustop Raff tau." (Raff stand for Kolej Kediaman Rafflesia). Lepastu, jadilah satu cerita satu kelas makan sama-sama kat McD haritu tapi sorry bro, gua terlupa tarikh hehe. Siap buat video bagai khas utk birthday dia je, birthday orang lain tak special macam ni pun. Well, ealous sikit sebenarnya sebab on my birthday takde sorang pun yg ingat and wish. T___T

-Nah, belanja gambar permandangan indah Puncak Alam di waktu malam.-

Zaman kat Puncak Alam memang banyak cerita alhamdulillah banyak memori kenangan kisah silam yg indah-indah belaka. Okay, move on ke zaman before masuk UTHM. Masatu baru dapat result upu, so semua orang excited nak tau dapat u yang dipilih ke tak but not me. sebab parents suruh mohon UTHM je sebab sebelah je dengan rumah so dekat is senanag and simple kan. Tapi teringin nak pergi jauh-jauh masa tulah fikir macam tu. Tak excited langsung nak tengok result upu sebab dari pilihan first sampai sixth UTHM berderet so of courselah masuk jugak UTHM kan. So, bila dah tau keputusan semua tanya sana sini sama dengan sapa haha. and alhamdulillah dapat sama dengan Leny, Fahmi and sorang kawan baik kita ni^^ apa lagi, sama kos kot tu yang bertambah excited.

Masa masuk sem 1, ingat lagi (dengan sem 2 jugak) kalau jumpa kawan baik kita ni mesti macam excited terlebih lol and kawan baik kita pun mesti ukir senyuman utk kita cehh. Lagi-lagi bila jumpa kat pasar malam depan perwira tu hehe. Oh, tetiba teringat, kawan kita ni lah yang mendorong kita pakai stoking sebab kaki kan aurat juga untuk perempuan? Sp, it is wajib^^ terima kasih kawan. Okay, sambung balik, time sem 1 sama kelas Sc Bahan and sem 2 sama lab and sama group. Wahh, beronok-ronok. tapi time sem 1 belum anggap kawan baik lagi haha jahat tak? Bila dah buat kerja sesama dalam lab semua baru terasa "baik budak ni..lol"

So, dipendekkan cerita sikit (sebab macam dah teroverdos panjang) ada satu masa ni masuk sem 3 dah, alhamdulillah kita dapat anugerah dekan sama-sama dengan kawan baik kita. So, sepanjang cuti sem 2 bulan before masuk sem 3 memanglah takde bercakap dengan dia. and after masuk sem 3 pun even sama kelas maths pun takde berkomunikasi pun dengan budak kecik sorang ni. Taktau macam mana tapi rasa rindu nak cakap dengan dia *Sorry, over pulak* So, kitorang sama-sama pergi Majlis Anugerah Dekan ni alhamdulillah semuanya dengan izin Allah dan dorongan parents, cikgu and kawan-kawan. Jumpa pak cik dalam Dewan DTMI!^^ So happy that I can't describe by words. Adalah senyum-senyum sikit je mula-mula and panggil-panggil nama je mula-mula lol bajet malu apa, padahal dah kenal lama. Lepas dah duduk kat kerusi budak kecik ni panggil "Maryam sam!" Haha, actually sorang kawan ni suka tambah sam kat nama orang, tapi sebut sam tu macam ni s.e.m SEM, not s.a.m SAM. Tapi kawan baik kita ni sebut "Maryam sam!" So macam kelakar sikit haha. Then kita panggil dia balik and add sam kat belakang nama dia.:):):) Time dah duduk kat kerusi dia barisan depan, kita barisan belakang, bual-bual dengan dia pasal ayah. Haha, dia cakap dia macam kenal ayah, agak-agak ada sorang pak cik ni mata sama macam kita so my beloved ayah le tu(^ー^*)// Baru namanya like father like daughter. Tu je lah kot cerita.

Sebelum terlupa, kawan kita lah jugak yang bagi semangat utk terus study, work hard sepanjang belajar di sini. Sebenarnya, dia takdelah bagi semangat pesanan terang-terangan tapi after he revealed his pointer for sem 1, kita rasa macam "Wahh, hebat pak cik ni!" and time kat situ, perlawanan pelajaran berlumba secara sihat ppun bermula. Terima kasih. 

Walaupun dia tak anggap kita kawan baik and maybe dia anggap kawan biasa-biasa je macam orang lain tapi kita tetap nak anggap dia kawan baik lelaki kita hoho sebab sekolah dulu semua sekolah perempuan so takde kawan lelaki pun. Time kat Puncak Alam pun tak berapa pandai nak berkawan dengan lelaki.. Mungkin ada hikmah Allah tetapkan setiap pertemuan itu, alhamdulillah. Whatever it is, terima kasih sudi layan selalu, senyum selalu, kat kita haha. Semoga kawan baik kita ni terus maju jaya di dalam hidunya insyaAllah. dan semoga cepat meninggi!:B

Sekarang, tibalah masa yang ditunggu-tunggu (buat bunyi drums sikit pleasee?) Nama kawan baik yang dari tadi kita tuis story mory tak sudah ni ialah... Mohamad Izhaq Mohamad Sam^^ baik dan kecik je orangnya tapi berpelajaran. Nama ayah kitorang dah nak sama kan? haha, Samsir and Mohamad Sam. Jadi, maryam sam dengan izhaq sam memang sesuai utk kitorang berdua lah haha. Sorrylah takde gambar pulak nak tunjuk Izhaq sam. 

Terima kasih daun keladi sudi baca entry yang panjang lebar ini.:) 

Ja, mata aimashou!^^ Assalamualaikum.

Sunday, October 5, 2014

Salam Aidiladha:)

Assalamualaikum semua!^^
Sebelum nak bercerita nak cakap, pasal problem yang lepas tu alhamdulillah semakin okay, semoga akan terus okay insyaAllah:) How about others? 

Nak ucapkan selamat hari raya Aidiladha, maaf zahir batin jika ada salah silap menyinggung perasaan. Nah, belanja ketupat sikit hehe
                                                                  
Well, ketupat warisan turun temurun dari ayah ni hehe. 

Dan alhamdulillah pertama kali dalam hidup rasa meriah sangat Raya Haji^^ sebab pagi-pagi pergi tengok orang sembelih lembu, lepastu si Bani and the gang join team ayah melapah daging lembu. Semua orang di perantauan, saya di sini turut gembira keke *merepek* Then, alhamdulillah ayah ada sharekan bahagian angah dengan ucid tahun ni^^ (angah is me!)

Sebenarnya nak cakap, paling happy time amy, effy dengan tim datang rumah. masya-Allah seronok. Amy cerita effy nangis semalam sebab sedih sebab rumah effy kat Sabah macam impossible lah kan kalau nak balik kampung. So, takpe we're one big family^^ *you can count on me like one two three I'll be there*

Petang pulak teah datang dengan 5 orang kawan. Sebenarnya ingat teah nak datang 2 3 orang je, rupanya ramai huhu. Tak kisah pun tapi sorry abang coz habiskan ayam kicap. (sebab abang pun nak bagi kat kawan dia yang tak balik sebenarnya tapi dah terhabiskan pulak). Sebab takkan tak bagi tetamu perantauan datang rumah. sorry..

Pak cik Izhaq ni satu, orang kata datanglah surau join sembelih ke, join melapah pun dah okay tapi tiba-tiba nak buat memalu kucing pulak. Takpe, marilah kita menjadi penduduk Taman Universiti Parit Raja yang berbahagia dan meriah:)


Akhir kata, salam Aidiladha dari maryam sekeluarga.